It's almost Christmas. Joyful sounds of Christmas carols playing in the background as I struggle to collect my thoughts with determination to resume writing on this forsaken blog. It's 1:00 AM. Last night was the 40th Day Prayer for a family member who just passed away. Close family members and a friend gathered together to say our prayers. My children were supportive. My daughters-in-law were complacently cooperative. My granddaughter was so sweet. Even our dog Marley knows how to express love. Earlier in the day, my cleaning lady came with her husband and grandson to help me tidy my home for the dinner prayer. I met Abraham, her 4 year old grandson who was so cute and smart. He got along well with Marley. It was love at first sight. He was thrilled and had a cute smile on his face every time Marley licked his face and ears. When his grandparents completed their chores and were leaving, Abraham had a sad face and wanted to stay. With some high fives and a promi